Paranoia

I haven't mopped the house since what feels like decades! True, that I have swept it with more than just a glance, but I am getting hyper about how my house is not a home unless I do some cleaning and dusting. I have just been so tired lately, that I cannot bring myself to actually do any cleaning, because once I start, it's a terrible two-hour-long process in the least. And yes, I live in a one bedroom flat where the rooms can be considered decent-sized, if not small.. So you can imagine the magnitude of my paranoia. Occasionally, I tend to agree with Prasad that we aren't living in a 5-star hotel suite (only at the cost of major guilt!), but then again there will be depression which will invariably lead to a huge bar of chocolate :(